I was determined for 2016 to be a good year, try and get rid of negative things, be happy and thankful for what I have, and still obsess and change my hair,,,,,now that would never change.
But sadly just a blink into 2016 my like adopted father passed away, he had been ill for a little while but I didn't expect him to pass away so suddenly.
He had literally been my rock when my brother passed away suddenly, when I was in my darkest hours and when I just needed a moan he was always there to give me the biggest hug of all.
And yes that is me with my eldest daughter, he was literally the kindest thoughtful man I have ever known, I don't want this to be a morbid post as he wouldn't want that, and I'm being strong and keeping going because he would not want me to be miserable or to be unable to get out if bed, and I'm actually proud that I have been and will be strong although inside I feel crushed.
All I would say is treasure and cherish those who you love as they are will not always be with us, I will be saying goodbye to him on Wednesday and I hope he will always be proud of me.